Tuesday, October 30, 2012

For those who don't know me

     For those who don’t know me…I am an optimist at heart, I love life.... with my husband and son and I have a wonderful circle of family & friends. 
     I would describe myself as a hard worker, honest and caring person. I have had the role of caretaker in my family all my life. It comes very natural to me.

     It is hard to think of me – not being in control and asking for help from others. I am uncomfortable in this role. But they tell me I will get over that because we are going to need lots of help. Mentally, physically, spiritually, financially. It will be a long road for awhile….surgery for sure, possibly radiation, hormone therapy for 5 years, and maybe chemo. 
Right now it is very hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. But I keep looking???

 
My emotions are a ROLLerCOAsteR ride !!!!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

  1. I know you, Kelly, so well. You are my dearest friend and confidante (other than Jim of course). I would, and will, do anything to help you as you travel this path that has been forced upon you. Even though I feel your agony and your fear, I know that what you are actually feeling is so much worse than what I can imagine it to be. Just know that you have my undying support and love. I will do all I can to be there for you. Also know that you are one of the strongest women I know, one of the most positive, just one of the very best. I know that you will eat this. I know things sometimes, and this is one of the things I know. So let's do this thing, and beat it and move on! I love you girl!

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