1 week away from Surgery!

1 week away from my surgery. 

 I am ready for the surgery on one hand because it is one of the last big steps to my recovery. 

However, I have a lot of mixed feelings.

I am nervous about the actual surgery and the end result? 

I am excited to be having the reconstruction, scared to have another surgery and being put under again, 

dreading the rehab and pain,  

uphappy that I have to leave work for a few days and 

leave it all to Tom, happy that I have the opportunity to even make the choice of having reconstruction

hating the fact that for a few months I have to sleep on my back..because I am a side sleeper, which means 

I will not sleep well.

I still have surgery ahead of me, but this one, was a big one. 

I will have both sides fixed at the same time. 

July 8th, Surgery 3 hours.... if everything goes right. 

I appreciate your prayers and positive thoughts for a smooth and successful surgery.