It is GROWING....my hair that is.....not my nose.

It is GROWING….

my hair that is…..not my nose. 

My hair is super super short, white and a cottony fluff !!! 
It really does not resemble hair at this point.

I look like a guy who just had a buzz cut 3 weeks ago, 
only fuzzier. 

  At first it was all white, not silver or gray, I mean WHITE. 
   Thought maybe i would wear it short like PINK...
Not sure I could have pulled it off, 
but I was thinking about it. 
 Now it is around 1/ 2 long in some places and some darker color is coming in.
And that kind of looks black? So now I am NOT so thrilled. Not crazy about the FrOSTED look.
From everything I have read – it will be a surprise!  
Not many people 
ever have the same hair -  they had before chemo.
It could be curly or straight, frizzy or not, gray, white or your normal color??? 
Hey maybe it will be purple....purple is in.

I will say – I have enjoyed NO HAIR - NO drying, NO curling and NO styling, etc. 
I just may keep it super short no matter what color? 
I am all about easy ….these days.

I am not worried....
I will take what I get, 
do what I can with what I have 
and be grateful for it. 
I am confident God will help me through that part too.
If I have a sad moment …. 
and miss my old hair, I will just remind myself I am alive, 
I kicked cancers butt, I have my wonderful husband, son, family and friends…… The rest does not matter.

I am living each day, 
One day at a time and enjoying the hell out of it!!