Jace thank you for my garden. It makes me smile!
In the beginning of my cancer journey, I had given up my thoughts of a
garden.
The work of planting seemed like an incredible task.
There was no way I
would have the strength. I was so exhausted and then the heart palpitations and
shortness of breath, I just knew I could not physically do it.
But I wanted to so bad.
Being outdoors with nature, hearing the birds sing,
feeling the soft breezes across my body, soaking up the suns vitamin D and
relishing its warmth.
Nature and the outdoors are a CRUCIAL part of me.
Nature
is cathartic and healing for me.
I decided I needed the motivation of the
garden.
I knew it would draw me outdoors into the fresh air – NO MATTER HOW
tired I was.
It would keep me moving and it would be a form of exercise for me.
Helping me move.... even when I felt I did not have the strength.
I could not ask Tom for the extra help…..he was already carrying a bigger
load helping in so many other ways at work and at home.
And along you came Jace, offering to help me get my garden going…..and we did it.
I mean you did it…..I kind of watched mostly. I did dig a little.
That is part
of the fun, getting my hands in the dirt.
We planted potatoes, tomatoes,
strawberries, onion, peppers, spinach and broccoli.
I am so excited. Yippee! I
am so happy about the garden.
I am eating fresh strawberries already!!
Thank you sooooooooooo much !
LOL Love the comics!
ReplyDeleteYou took some major baby steps that will eventually be bigger steps. Even if you did nothing more than transplant a couple of flowers into a new pot....I know that would have been a major accomplishment for you right now. Being outside has amazing healing qualities.
I do appreciate your blogs and I understand how it may be difficult for you to write some days. But everyday you do "something" is an accomplishment. You will look back on this one day and see how far you have come from where you started. And you will be amazed at the willpower you have. I am already seeing that in myself as I have accomplished more in the past month than I had over the past year. (And the majority of it has been outside which I do like....have always enjoyed the outdoors.)
I know we don't have the same medical problems, but we do share many of the same affects from our medical problems. You have given me strength to keep going even on days I don't feel like it and I hope in some ways I have done the same for you.
Love you lots Kelly!
Debbi
Thank you Debbi. And I am glad the last month has been good for you. I know the feeling of even the smallest accomplishments and how it can make your day.
ReplyDeleteI love you and admire your strength too.
I appreciate your prayers, your feedback and support. Big Hug!
Love K